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🔞 MDNF 🔞 26 F | Prof. Diagnosed BPD, MDD, and GAD. | ⚠️TW: SH, Suicidal thoughts, Drugs, and abuse. ⚠️ | Bi 🏳️‍🌈

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Update: Still alive.

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@BETHXNY_JXNE You are stunning. Wow 😧😮‍💨🤯

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@psychwardrat You’re not pathetic. I don’t know why your family would say such things to you.. Whatever happens academically doesn’t reflect on your actual intelligence or worth. :(

[Jenni @hashjenni]

Thiss

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Wish there was a way to end it all painlessly

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I seriously feel like any day I’ll have a heart attack or stroke from all the stress I feel and how poor my health is. I can’t take it no more

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My ex makes me feel like I’m so crazy and everything between us was my fault. He literally blames my BPD. He makes me feel so worthless

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I don’t want to exist anymore I’m so tired of it I’m tired of feeling like an absolute waste of space I can’t handle feeling this way anymore

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I’ve wasted so much of my life away.. So many valuable years to grow and understand myself and I let it fly by rotting away & people pleasing. I hate myself for it.