no its okay i know im too much. you dont have to pretend im not. its almost insulting to act like im another normal person. i hurt myself and i will hurt you
i want people to notice my absence i want ppl to miss me i want to be noticed and Matter but yet i am so scared of taking up space of being loud of being Big of being Too Much of being perceived of being a burden of being Known
what do you mean he cant text me back in five minutes what do you mean he's doing other things what do you mean i'm not the only thing in his life what you do you mean what
any strong emotion and i still want to c_t. my boyfriend, the loml, is telling me how much he loves me and my body is telling me to c_t. when does it go away. when does it end. i want to feel things without wanting to sh. when when when