Rosary System - recovery era

🤍🩹 in recovery since 12/15/22 - log and diary 🚬🐀

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

Intro! (Alter specific intros in thread!)
🤍 Angel
🤍 Traumagenic system of 20+
🤍 17
🤍 They/hymn/meow
🤍 White
🤍 EDNOS recovery
🤍 DNI: Basic criteria (homophobic, racist, ect.), EDTWT, Dream stans, endos/non-traumagenic sys supporters, -14

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

hunger cues r going away again :<

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

i got to eat a bigass bowl of my dad's oatmeal for the first time in years today :)
im trying really hard not to track anything and just rely on hunger cues but im so damn hungry all the time !! tarare headass !!!!

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

@recoveryisepic i can't even begin to express how thankful i am for this. you're absolutely incredible. thank you so much, we can!! <33

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

tw//vent
food has been just getting harder and harder and i want to relapse more than anything. i can see my body changing and i feel like i need to lose weight its just getting worse and fucking worse

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

@m_tellme you are the fucking best- i started tearing up when i read this /pos
thank you so much <3333 you've helped so much i can't even express

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

@m_tellme i would love some tysm waaa :)) /gen !!

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

EVERYTIME A MAN GETS OM THE MACHINE NEXT TO ME IN THE GYM I AM TERRIFIED

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

@m_tellme it still seems like so much to me 😭 but ty that actually means the world to hear :)

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

however i did eat a whole ass burger last night

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

Went out and got a second sandwich with my mom today for dinner... it put us over 2,000 calories for the day and that's so scary bnhnn

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

sorry we've been so inactive!
updates:
-had the most kickass workout the other day
-gaining weight and idk if it's muscle or fat and im terrified
-i think i have ibs

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

I really needed to see this today and I second it... I cried for hours this morning because I couldn't get myself to eat breakfast but we persevere! You're doing amazing :)

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

WHEN DOES THE RECOVERY BLOAT GO AWAY I HATE YHIS AGRHRHRH

[el he/him @_elrecovery]

honestly guys, never worry about being ‘cringe’. we’re all only young once, if it makes you happy and doesn’t harm others, do it! wear that outfit, do that makeup, watch that show, we only have so much time so fill it with things you love instead :)

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

I GOT A HELLO KITTY BREAD CUTTER FOR CHRISTMAS THIS IS MAKING FOOD SO MUVH EASIER

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

@m_tellme ofc!!! genuinely anytime :^)

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

@croissantlcver THANKYOU

[Rosary System - recovery era @braced4theworst]

i ate way too many sweets and food yesterday and im so fuvkung bloated and gross feeling i hate my body sm right now weeee