Brad Decker

Syncretic-eclectic.
Lighting tech, once a dancer.
Fond of quotes and anecdotes.
Gaslit, electro-sensitive, driven to bio-hack.
I am my own lab-rat.
Fish.

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

@ze_rusty Old school is the only school for me now. We took a wrong turn in techno-history.

Incandescent, yes. But give me a fire-pit with glowing embers, every time. The wavering glow, rich in deep reds and infras that I can't even see, but oh you sexy thing.

And, yeah, f*k the LEDs.

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

@LORWEN108 I'm sorry, you lost me. Jordan is right on, but you speak of brain-shrink from lies because dissonance.
I have known people who love the game of double-world -- no dissonance.
They become sharper. Like when I balance on a beam every day; I become sharper.
Neuroplasticity, innit.

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

@LORWEN108 Ooo. Thank you for that. This is some of the absolute most sexy, excellent truth. Concisely stated.
With an excellent choice of musical backdrop.
Cheers, mate.

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

So. There's a thing.

I don't know if it's useful for me to post this sort of thing. I would love your feedback.

EHS-ers, are you out there? Does any of this resonate? Am I wack? I'm fine with that; not so hypersensitive in the social domains, thank you very much. ... much love.

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

Electrosensitivity Tales #EHS #EMRS

Today began with a beaurocratic venture, a slight delay, and then a wait in a crewded, confined space, with so many cellphones, and not a one idle.
I can take a lot of EMR now; resilience rises, or you're doing it wrong.
1/ some

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

The new thought; the inspiration -- it has no redundancy. One time eviscerated by electromagnetic interference, it may never exist in the mind again. If the particular neurons happen to die, then the gift from above that is inspiration, it is ripped from you now, forever.

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... most of what I am has lots of redundancy, in terms of connectome. Burn a sector, and I can still do what I do.

Then, there are these moments, when a new thought comes. First time. And a bad hit of EMR scrambles the brain, and makes random death of some bits of the connectome

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That's the result of EMR damage. Everyone is being damaged, and some of us can feel the pain, and lose the functionality.
Neurons die, and they are pieces of the self, as it generates.
I've been me, for more than half a century. With neuroplasticity, this means that ...

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The reality of electrosensitivity, is that it has nothing to do with feelings, and everything to do with damage.
Damage, is death of the parts.
Neurons die, every time you take an EMR hit.
A piece of your connectome is deleted.
Hope you had redundancy on that.
Memories may die.

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Time has very little meaning or consecutivity in these spaces of neurological damage. Maybe I held through for five whole minutes, and maybe it really was a full day of being savagely beaten, but only on the inside of my skull. Both interpretations seem equally "real" to me now.

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

Within a few feet of me so many phones.
"Sir, you have to take a seat."
if only I could've stood a few feet distant from wireless humans...
I toughed it out. Oh God.
Within a minute, I'm having trouble thinking, even about nothing. Pain that does not register, but will not stop.

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

@Anti5GWarrior From the time of the telegraph. But with radar we had concrete evidence high up. Profit and power, and some lame excuse about "thinning the herd" for the greater good. Humans can justify anything when they go bad.

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

"The ethical and moral principles in medicine that can be adopted for RF radiation illness are respect for life, human dignity, self-determination, medical care, justice, and benefit.
"All these principles were violated ... microwave illness ... not acknowledged as a disease ..."

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

Lockdown doesn't have to be lifelong. I have to believe that.

[Rosalito EHS @RosalitoEhs]

https://t.co/abu3PHINAt
" Electro hypersensitive people seem to have been sentenced to "lifelong lockdown"".

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

@goddek Especially when you know insane things.

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

@RosalitoEhs Also a strange urge to watch V For Vendetta again one day soon ...
We must remember
"A revolution without dancing is a revolution not worth having." -- V

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

@RosalitoEhs I haven't seen that spirit since 1969, or was it in 2000, right before the Corona-5G-Conflation conspiracy put tin-foil hats on all our heads for decades.
I fear this will make a new conflation. Tin-Foil Terror.

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

@Rainmaker1973 The biggest threat is that there are so many biggest threats, all at once. And everybody wants to decide which one is the Alpha -- I mean, Active Ingredient. Or is it The One Ring to Rule Them All?

Whichever one we pick, we're going to miss ten others. It's not the way.

[Brad Decker @bradisafish]

#EHS #EMRS
Electrosensitivity Tales
On Devices and Armor

All devices radiate.
All EMR-protective clothing ("armor") reflects much radiation.
Reflection goes both ways, and one of them is bad.
Ergo: Do not use e-stim for the vagus nerve, with the electrode under your armored hat.