scottie | edtwt

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

hai #shedtwt #edtwt be my moot :3

🧟 scottie ! 18 , he / she / it
?! undead emo boy Thing 🐾
. . junkorexic ; stoner 🍃
^-^ pro-recovery

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

@losingitgang YESSS OMG HI i will!!

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

guys give me ur servers i miss talking to People ,, i left all mine when i went into recovery

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

music recommendations plsss alternative ppl pls come thru

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

i want to stop seeing my therapist because i told her too much bruh shes onto me

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

barely any of my clothes fit me anymore

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

i have gained like 20 lbs bro someone put me down

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

im disappointed in myself for weighing myself but im also disappointed in myself for getting this heavy

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

yall have no idea how devastated i am bro i got So fat i have to lose weight again

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

its so bad

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

time to weigh myself for the first time since before i went to the hospital aka 4 months,, im so scared

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

fawkkk im fat as fuck

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

missing how skinny i used to be💔💔

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

i fear i may have ruined my pelvic floor muscles with my ed LOLLL 💔💔💔😂😂😂

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

i want to relapse so bad but i dont want to disappoint my bf

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

hai #shedtwt #edtwt be my moot :3

🧟 scottie ! 18 , he / it
?! undead emo boy Thing 🐾
. . junkorexic ; stoner 🍃
^-^ pro-recovery

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

the birth control + abilify + weed have made me so fat,, resisting hunger is literally so hard because im always hungry

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

went from almost reaching my goal to being basically back where i started ! lol

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

but its also like the most depressing feeling ever LMAO

[scottie | edtwt @brainluvrr]

part of me misses being alone cuz then nobody could tell me that i had to get better because nobody cared