There is no point in what-if could-have should-have there is only the reality I made and am living in now So I have to take that reality for what it is. Hand over fist
i think the public arena is locked off from me for now, everything i post i get sick hours later and think I need to delete that - no, i need to delete everything. so that's how cori has been feeling about online recently. if you read all this. hi. it was a scary animal
very visceral very real. and this was a few days before i deleted ~300 to 400 posts between both my accounts, ive been cycling private and unprivate (again, surely this is visual). ive been extremely paranoid recently and not sleeping well... i still do fine in private but
those people, doveland will always be real. there is a reality where doveland influenced someone's reality, and we all share some part of this reality, et cetera. in that sense doveland will always be real. and the smith family lives there, in a nice suburb
that it does is unrelated to the point of stories like it: that somewhere out there people are living their lives in a world where doveland was real, and maybe they drove past it as kids on the way to summer camp, maybe they had friends from there, cousins who lived there. to
his blind dedication to joy and chasing it. what could be wrong about wanting to be happy? he's safe as essentially a brain in a jar forever why should he be upset or anxious? to him there is only possibilities . the past is unnecessary and painful, no need for it 3/3
"why's worrai so happy?" 1) he has the same feeling of cosmic relief that the ouroborous (something rick made into a real and ever-pressing fear for him, kind of thing a kid nightmares about) happened and he (sort of) made it, the world changed but it didn't end 1/3
2) no ai or bot in r&m is happy that i remember lol, both of the onscreen rickbots try to kill themselves and other less humanoid machines rick makes often have the same horrible feelings, any reaction of ricks is full of something ... Bad. for worry this manifests in 2/3