ghost's backup

incase i get sniped // vent acct
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[ghost's backup @brainrot_ghost_]

@fruitslezbo RIGHTTT

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@bloodiedashe OMG YAY!!!!

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my bf is also planning to pull for odette now and if he gets her first im gonna crash out 😃

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20 hrs into my fast, got abt 6 hours of sleep yay 🫩 at least i woke up 1.2 lbs lighter than yesterday 💔 not enough tho

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i need to die its genuienly the only solution

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i ruined my body for a man that hates me i cant believe how fucking stupid i am ! i should've just fucking killed myself years ago and saved myself all this pain

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no one cares. so why dont i just try it at this point? like honestly im so pointless and inadequate the world would be better off if anything

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im constantly a bother to him

[ꫂ ၴႅၴ @bobablaster67]

feeling like you bother the only person you want to talk to is really the worst feeling

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i dont know if i can do this much longer

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its starting to feel like even my bf only cares about me when it has something to do with himself

[𐔌 . euihyun of shedtwt ୧ @pearldiverz]

I should've chased you I should be who you're engaged to.

[ghost's backup @brainrot_ghost_]

i should probably just die. its all my fault, if i was normal he wouldve never treated me like shit. if i couldve just been good enough this wouldnt have happened.

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i think i shut off from him alot. i completely lost myself tbf, lost the host who started dating him, got so blurry i never knew who i was, just succumbed to misery and trying to survive. so it makes sense that im iffy on him and uncomfy almost half the time i guess. idk.

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it not even all his fault.. i was already so broken and mentally ill. but having someone that wasnt my family abuse me like that just cemented that i have always deserved to be treated as less.

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its fine though hes worked on himself some and ive checked out so when things do happen again it hurts less

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"ed +sh is a deal breaker" dawg i full force relapsed bc i stopped giving a fuck lowkey like idk man.

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i've never mattered or been important enough to be cared for. i've been treated the most poor by those im the closest to..

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i know he realizes im distant but i wonder if he can grasp how much ive truly given up