BrainDead

blog ab my ED, Suicidal thoughts and general venting about being homeless n shit 🪦💀 24 they/it
CBMI:17.9 from what I can tell w/o scale
Gbmi:14

[BrainDead @brains_Splatter]

Random triggering stuff 2 clear out my phone lol

[BrainDead @brains_Splatter]

Coffee, pickle juice, Tea , diet soda and water :D maybe no sug energy drink of i neef

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Im soooo excited for my liquid fast from the 3rd to the 5th

[‧₊˚ Kelsey * ੈ✩ @kelseyisstrving]

I just opened rednote and this is the first thing on my feed. I NEED this transformation!!

[BrainDead @brains_Splatter]

Gender and body goals fr

[Ace 🐈‍⬛️ -32.9/58.5 @MaggotEats]

I've seen a few other ppl do this so why not

How I look vs my ideal/goal

Ik losing weight won't fix my bellybutton or my stretch marks or my loose skin, but my ideal/goal would be to have plastic surgery so idc

[Ace 🐈‍⬛️ -32.9/58.5 @MaggotEats]

I've seen a few other ppl do this so why not

How I look vs my ideal/goal

Ik losing weight won't fix my bellybutton or my stretch marks or my loose skin, but my ideal/goal would be to have plastic surgery so idc

[BrainDead @brains_Splatter]

@clxrx08 I thjnk apart of it is theres not super clear info/images so ppl get confused. I just know that stryo is when its still white all the way through with a smooth texture and beans are a offish yellow with a well. Beany texture XD

[BrainDead @brains_Splatter]

@autumnofedshtwt You got thisss im sure she won't be werid

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@autumnofedshtwt On nooo they sound so sweet but oh nooo the pressure. At least subway has some lower cal options and you might be able to get away with a half sandwich n just say your not too hungry rn if they ask

[BrainDead @brains_Splatter]

Diet Pepsi, my allowed candy for 2day and free horror movies.
Maybe life IS worth living

[BrainDead @brains_Splatter]

@kelseyisstrving Bro samee, I used to be able to fast for days but its like over the years of this ED ive only been able to restrict and even then I can only go under 500 for 3-4 days before I get rly sick n throw up nothing but acid

[BrainDead @brains_Splatter]

NOOOOO PATRICK STEWART NOOOOOO CAPITIN DOWN I REPEAT CAPITIN IS DDOOWWWNNNN NOOOOOOO IM GONNA FUCKING CRY LKKE ACTUALLY

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@kelseyisstrving Blame my bf. He showed me a Baccon PB milkshake at five guys and ive been fuckin OBESSED craving it for like two months. Im gonna eat n puke it soon here in celebration of getting the job I wanted :D

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I GOT THE JOB I WANTED YAYAYAYAY SO IM GONNA EAT N PUGRE A 5 GUYS BURGER AND A HUGE BACCON CHOCOLATE PB MILKSHAKE!!! rn I dont even CARE that ill probably have a solid 600-1k cals leftover in my stomach

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I just want a MF pb Chocolate bacon shake it's been months amd the craving won't STOP

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The internet won't tell me so PLZZX #edtwt how many calories stay in ur stomach after purging? I wanna celebrate getting the job I wanted with my favorite food place n their amazing shakes but im fuckinh scared of doing it bc im afraid it'll ruin everything for the day lol