It’s pretty clear to me that the majority of people on this app don’t know how to run and scale a business.
I’ve pulled multiple millions from prop firms by taking my payouts and reinvesting and buying more and more evals…
Which in turn leads to bigger profits and payouts.
What was I supposed to do.. keep trading 2-5 funded accounts and make it realistic so that people struggling online could feel better about themselves?
It’s not my fault you can’t afford to run 30-40 funded accounts at a time.
That’s your personal problem not mine.
Immediately someone else is in my space or I'm in theirs, my routine goes to shit. A lot of the things I do when I'm by myself will feel performative if someone else witnessed them, so I just don't do them.
The children will judge us and they will not use words they will use silence and the silence will be correct and we will stand before them with our excuses rotting in our mouths and they will say nothing because nothing is the only honest response to what we did with the time we were given
In all of this, my ex is not a bad person at all and she showed me love. Infact, she's undoubtedly the woman who has shown me the most love in my life so far. She just either found a "ready" man that wanted to marry her or she felt I wouldn't get married to her.
In the end, she left because she didn't believe in me well enough to make it on time and marry her and not "waste her time," she only used the religious whatever as a smokescreen to end it. Like they say, women are extremely loyal to their feelings, in her case, she was loyal to concept of marriage so much that she didn't even believe me when I brought it up.
I know the above because I knew her well and I saw the acts and demeanors preceding the break up. It screamed "marriage," but then what do I know?.
Anyways, whatever her reason was, religion or not, it is valid because she definitely made the best decision for herself.
She taught me to prioritize myself and never think my best is enough, and I am eternally grateful for that lesson.