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[nessie @bratztyle]

romanticizing my mental illnesses so i don’t end my life <3

[nessie @bratztyle]

i absolutely love my friend who i’m stating with rn but she always wants to take pics of us (for memories + insta) and i hate that because i hate looking at myself

[nessie @bratztyle]

how to get over realizing your best friend is a racist and you have to cut her out?

[seki ˖᯽ ݁˖ @sekitsuii]

i need you guys to stop saying deficit when you mean intake , a 200 cal deficit means you are eating 200 cals below ur maintenance cals not that youre only eating 200 cals a day

[cat 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋ @munchingkittyy]

i am no longer a person who binges i don’t identify with binging

[Carme @carmebones]

anorexic lesbian popsicles

[☁️࿁ yukina ୧ @homurowi]

hot take but u don't need to be professionally diagnosed with an ed to be on edtwt... it doesn't take a psychiatrist to realize u starving urself isn't normal

[nessie @bratztyle]

literally anyone. if u have a thought abt this, tell me! if u don’t wanna have that public, dm me. im literally desperate guys for any outside opinions, whether or not u support me

[nessie @bratztyle]

i mean clearly from this i have to. but how can i? does literally anyone have any advice?

[nessie @bratztyle]

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha i wish i was dead

[nessie @bratztyle]

this is what i said to my friend

[nessie @bratztyle]

i mean clearly from this i have to. but how can i? does literally anyone have any advice?

[nessie @bratztyle]

im begging literally any of you for advice, whether or not you think it’s good advice. wven if it’s not advice and just an opinion. if u think i should leave or not. i’m desperate for any feedback

[nessie @bratztyle]

i mean clearly from this i have to. but how can i? does literally anyone have any advice?

[nessie @bratztyle]

everytime we talk, i feel like i’ve just witnessed a m*rder. it puts me in this headspace where nothing matter, i feel so empty, and yet guilty, and as though i don’t deserve to breath air. i always end up hurting myself (sh). this is terrible for me. but if i leave, she’ll d1e

[nessie @bratztyle]

tears streaming down my *face*

[nessie @bratztyle]

i feel incredibly sad

[nessie @bratztyle]

i wish she’d punch me in the face so i actually had a reason. i have to end this because of inaction, not because of actions, so that makes it extra hard

[nessie @bratztyle]

i’m struggling. i have to stop being friends with my best friend. we’ve been friends since we were 11. it’s been 11yrs. i don’t know how to close this chapter but i know i must, this is hurting me. it’s been hurting me for years

[nessie @bratztyle]

at least that’s what it feels like. who will be holding her back from her worst impulses? who will listen to her relationship troubles? who will make sure she doesn’t khs? no one will. that’s why i can’t leave, but it’s why i have to