Your body may not always know how to respond to intimacy or vulnerability so it responds in anxiety or panic. This is bc your subconscious has learned to associate closeness or expressing emotions as dangerous, so your body is having a trauma response.
One thing I had to learn the hard way about people in abusive relationships is that they will leave when they reach THEIR breaking point and not when you think they should have reached it. There's so much going on mentally that you won't get as an outsider.
one thing about meโฆIf i heard something bad about you i wonโt treat you any different until I see it for myself. People cross you, play victim. lie on you. & try to get everybody to go against you. iโm grown, i can see for myself.
iโm ngl ima low blow ass bitch thatโs why ion even like arguing cause iโm 1000% sure ima take it to far and iโm not gone give one fuck about it ๐ญ