If your personality fades away for a couple of years, or you become kind of a grump and lose your glow, and then you get it back after all that time, your loved ones and good friends will still be waiting for you right where you left them and they won’t say a thing about it
sorry I never replied to your message I’m working on breaking a 30yo habit of relating to even the smallest most trivial tasks with stress anxiety and avoidance and not being able to pull the trigger on anything until it reaches a breaking point and I’m motivated by adrenaline
it’s pretty insane having scorpio, pisces and virgo placements because everyone will ALWAYS come to you for advice and to vent about their trauma, but when YOU need some emotional support, people won’t give it to you and will literally make you seem like you’re the bad guy when you talk about your problems 🧍🏾♀️
breaking generational curses of the women in my lineage by manifesting a life where i don’t have to do anything i don’t want to do. a life where i am free to do what my heart wants every day.
dating someone raised off survival is so stressful. you’ll be telling them about how their actions affected you and they immediately think you’re attacking their character. whole time you’re just trying to communicate to strength the relationship.
The SN was in Scorpio in 2022-2023.
This is when relationships got dangerous.
It’s easy to meet people who were manipulative, controlling, and envious.
The SN was in Libra 2023-2024.
This is when relationships got old.
It was easy to feel like you didn’t need anyone and unions weren’t valuable.
Now the SN is in Virgo.
This is where you meet people who want to help you, work with you, and heal you.
my therapist said “people who struggle with anxiety & depression can't remember a lot, bc they're too busy focusing on how to get through each moment so they don t actually experience what is happening to them, causing them to not form the memory they were supposed to” felt that.
nothing more unstoppable than a scorpio/aries placement when they finally accept the martian qualities. like yes, you’re meant to be the self focused dark fem stepping on these hoes
TW: suicide
i’ve been feeling like shit the past couple days and i feel the urge to educate yall on suicidal ideations.
when i first started therapy i learned that wanting to die ISNT normal. even the passive thoughts are serious. want to nap forever? passive. want to not be bothered indefinitely? passive. wishing you were an inanimate object? passive. thinking of what you’d give away? passive. if you have these thoughts and you’re scared to get a professional, tell someone you trust and keep track of when you get them and the triggers. not having the intent doesn’t mean it’s not a big deal.
being suicidal isn’t a linear experience. i had a great day on saturday and im still experiencing this shit.
if you’re experiencing this you’re not alone and i hope you find the strength to reach out. this shit is scary to deal with alone.
Brandon Graham announces his retirement:
"Finally, to Philadelphia. We didn't start so good as you know, you made me work for this and I appreciate you for that...You never let me get comfortable. You held me accountable, you kept that chip on my shoulder...and when the time came we celebrated together, two times...Your loyalty, your fire and your unwavering support mean everything to me and this organization...This game has changed my life, but more importantly this city has changed my life...My love for this team and this city will never fade." ❤️
The reason why I say kids are the LEAST protected humans on this Earth is because almost over 80% of all adults have been touched or violated in some kind of way sexually.
Let that sink in….