Clovis Edge

40 something professor, social scientist. Survivor of childhood abuse engaged in lifelong healing. #ptsd #anxiety #depression #tired

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"Because he's not a hero. He's a silent guardian. A watchful protector. A Dark Knight." @ Saint… https://t.co/GiIvooMIbi

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This made me long so badly for a home, a family. Don't know why. It would make the dog so happy to have a house, some kids, a piano. https://t.co/MqfLzdHJT4

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A moment when I can't stand being so alone. Desperate for affection, the warmth of embrace. And the fucking dog is too lazy to come over.

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Seeing stars
Red, blue, purple life
An expanse without periphery
Last sight
Before
The black of collapse

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Can you defrost meat by putting it in the dryer?

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Perhaps we carry the sun on our backs. Life only seems dark because of the shadows we cast beneath it.

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@PetalsofPerfect Ouch! My heart! So sweet!

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@TheSarahFader I've always thought they should come with a mute button. TVs and phones do.

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Accomplishment of the day: Cramming too many raisins in my mouth. Three of them fell. Caught them all. Maybe it was only two.

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Getting out of bed: 2nd hardest part of day. 1st is absorbing the overwhelming sense of failure that will come whenever the day decides.

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The dog lapping up water from his bowl. What does home sound like for you?

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This is what happens when I'm drunk. https://t.co/Chp2bOULYN

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It's really hard to be like us, people. Damn hard.

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Just posted a photo @ Wiener Rathauskeller https://t.co/xd9o9Rx1ui

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This infant's grave will remain among the sweetest, saddest sights of my life. @ Vienna Central… https://t.co/RSQUNJSwoF

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Love: Enduring this shit from your 83 yr old dad.

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My mind needs new symbols to express itself in dreams and imagination. The old ones hurt to much and fail to inspire.

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This is what I look like when my dreams have faded into waking sadness.

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Not nightmare. Painful dream. All I long for, before me, through the door. No door. Just a dream. Painful. Reminder I still want.

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Lookit how fucking happy my family looks.