🩻new edtwt intro
💉lily, 19, any pronouns
💉white, british
💉stoner
💉into horror games,
and early internet culture
💉restrict/exercise disorder
💉bpd, c-ptsd, disordered eating
🌀looking for moots :3
I purged some of my binge but I don’t think I got all of it out, probably only 25%, at least its something. Genuinely need to starve until I lose everything
having to explain why i pushed someone away is so embarrassing. yes i pushed u away causing u to leave me. yes i did it because i was scared of u leaving me. u wouldnt get it
you binged again? that’s okay, you’ve just boosted your metabolism so now you can start fresh and burn more. you deserve to have the body you’ve always dreamed of. are you going to let one slip up change that? of course not, keep going & don’t let it discourage you.