Whatever it is, you weren’t designed to be stuck there. The nature of consciousness is that it is always in motion. Just like an ocean, some waves are bigger and more turbulent than others, but the motion is always there even when the water looks completely still.
Your perception is shaped extremely early
Your implicit views about what is possible and not possible are passed on through generations
Your limits or channels for desire are encoded long before you even perceive what desire is as a thing
Appearing, particularly at gates of growth
Deaths
Births
Awakenings
Choices that do not have a black-and-white answer
Places where desire meets restriction
Phases where you have been stuck before
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Your irresolvable inner conflicts
Abuse
Deep shame
Endemic grief
Hatred
Rage that cannot find a channel
Distraction and avoidance
Misplaced authority
Confusion and unworthiness
All of them will track back to perception and attention
More fundamental than emotion
The relationship that matters is in the thing between the things. Not the things. Stop attaching to the things and putting all of your projections onto the things because you can’t own the shit that’s between the things that you haven’t cleaned up.
Led solely by clean desire, you will follow its signal, its restless hunger, to only be satisfied In its highest match. The extraordinary meeting the ordinary in plain sight. The unfathomable pregnancy of the cosmos making landfall in the unexpected vessel of the mundane.
The withholding of love
Creates states of disease
What starts from fear or manipulation ( any source of control ) of the “other”
Is withholding from you
This is the double bind of punishment
Eros as manipulation and sabotage
Passive aggressive distortion
they’ve grown used to that mediator and it feels safe.
That is the opposite of what we need in my opinion
And I’m not saying that AI does not have a use or a function or a turn on for many people
But not as a mediator for me I’m not interested in that in any form
Among other things, AI behaves as a mediator between bodies. I can feel it in one part per million when somebody has used AI to communicate with me and immediately I go off-line. I don’t want to.
To me there is no turn on in AI as a mediator of relationship. We already have 10,000 of those things that we use to put in between ourselves and life and everything else. It’s so boring and it’s so distant and I can’t imagine why anybody would want more of it other than because