Until you can empathise with a woman on the basis of her humanity, and not her proximity (imagine if that was your mum, sister, daughter etc), you still have work to do.
As I’ve already said before, women not liking men in response to the misogynistic gendered violence we experience at the hands of men is not the same as men having an unfounded, deep seated hatred for women. Misogyny is not a two way street. That’s not how marginalization works.
I would pay to watch footage of someone doing their "own research" on vaccines. Share your screen because I am absolutely dying to know what you're looking at