BPD & rejection sensitivity.
A joke lands wrong and it ruins your day. Someone is short with you and you spiral for hours.
You are not too much. You feel rejection at a volume that is genuinely physical. 🖤
They dont tell you in system school that alters can make their own alters and that thoes alters can also make their own alters. Subsystems all the way down.
Being a system is financially devastating, btw. Littles don't understand the concept of money, bigs have to try and budget and then BAM we are out a wild amount because someone saw something shiny.