Fighting moodswings can be really exhausting. One moment everything is fine and then the next I feel this indescribable weirdness that creates this odd anxiety/irritability. Or even sometimes it creates elation born of nothing that feels dubious. Brains are stupid.
Is it just me or does the plot trope of miscommunication/lack thereof causing problems in stories also really bother others? Maybe it's because ive been involved in so many issues where that was singular cause of it. Always makes me feel anxious.
I wish I could channel my therapy mode to all the time. Therapy mode was how i was like years ago: patient, vibrant, excited, hopeful (if even a bit nervous constantly). I miss who i once was. Maybe I'll get it back fully one day.
My cat Jack be very annoying at times, but when he is I stop myself, look down at his big ol eyes staring up at me, and then I (if possible) drop everything and play or hold or lie on the floor with him. Gotta cherish all the little moments i have with my special mans.