I sincerely don’t believe when others ask me to reach out if I need anything. I want to believe it but I just don’t. The last thing you need is to feel like a burden when you’re in a hard situation. Don’t want to add more difficulties to the list.
You ever look too fucking good? Like damn, I look too good right now, are they gonna be ok? Like seriously, damn. Do they even know who the fuck they’re dealing with!? Like shit! No??
Something I wanted for years. For fucking soooo many years. I waited so long and in the end, I was so impatient and I just rushed everything and now I’m unhappy. I hate myself for this.