I do not like interviews AT ALL. 😭 I don’t care how qualified I am either. The overthinking before, trying to answer everything perfectly, and pretending not to be nervous is exhausting. Just hire me and let me show you what I can do. lol
My shyness has this exception where if someone is as shy as i am or even more, i suddenly develop another personality that's extremely extroverted just to save the other person.
i realised its not laziness or procrastination, when you reach a certain state of depression you get so detached from reality and you don't wish to participate in anything in life, you just want to sleep and wake up and actually not speak to anyone.
really unfortunate how depression makes simple tasks like personal hygiene & eating & sleeping well the most difficult things ever. like great not only am i suicidal but im ugly and chopped too