❥ rea

🍓 she/her | bi 💖💜💙 | 26 y.o. | dni: minors ★ this is just my vent account. eng/Ita ok! i love phaidei

icon credit to @mamimume_5280

[❥ rea @brilliantdruq]

hi! I'm looking for some new friends/moots! #promotwt #moothunt

- 26, she/her, bi
- artist, illustration + photography
- currently obsessed with hsr and pokemon
code geass, alien stage, trigun
- big love for cooking & game/movie/anime ost

↻ / ♡︎ to be moots, I follow back ❤️

[❥ rea @brilliantdruq]

@corpsemoding Real 😭 I'm starting arm workouts and cardio this weekend JOIN MEEEEE

[❥ rea @brilliantdruq]

Suddenly being consumed by the urge to be at home playing pokemon on switch while laying on top of someone and covering us both with a big fluffy blanket in winter

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I wish distance wasn't a thing and I could hang out with my online friends irl 😔

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I wanna start post some pics of myself/the pics I take when I go out but I'm also terrified of people recognising me online and my girls finding me lmao

[❥ rea @brilliantdruq]

@corpsemoding I'm sorry you're having such a hard time :( sending you hugs and love 🫂

[❥ rea @brilliantdruq]

@MichiganSwordd Pigeon user your tweets always make me laugh thank u for this 🫶

[❥ rea @brilliantdruq]

@documense Was in this exact same situation and I also believed I had bpd/was the unreasonable one, if the avoidant isn't going to therapy and actually doing the work, the problem is gonna persist or get worse

[❥ rea @brilliantdruq]

New work week just started and I want to die 5 seconds in

[smiles₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎🍀 SMOL ART MART @ariamisu]

happy #pmdday 💫 to my overworked rescue teams

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Ok what do i gotta do to be transferred to another body/mind and not have to live this life

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So is it normal to love someone as a friend when they are talking with you and then the moment they begin to be busy/have a busy week and not talking as much you start feeling like you dislike them/feeling distanced and like they're doing it on purpose? I hate this shit sm

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@Erythriteze ALSO HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

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@Erythriteze Wait this is actually a really cool and nice photo

[❥ rea @brilliantdruq]

@postsbyaero REAL i have me some kesha songs in my "lift me up" playlist too lmao

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Holy shit this is so real idc if people judge me you WILL catch me listening to pitbull and Jennifer Lopez at work so i dont end myself

[✒️ @Literariium]

you literally have to unironically listen to some shit like party rock anthem so you don’t kill yourself

[❥ rea @brilliantdruq]

@lukeaspens Thank u so much luke <3

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My thoughts are racing and I feel restless and my best friend isn't around to talk so I'm gonna try to take my nightly meds and sleep

[❥ rea @brilliantdruq]

So it turns out that trying to force yourself to sleep when your mind is on high alert mode will just give you the most horrifying nightmares

[❥ rea @brilliantdruq]

so anxious for the rest of the day and night and now I'm having such a hard time sleeping but I also don't want to sleep? I feel scared for no reason

[❥ rea @brilliantdruq]

So I try to journal and print out + stick screenshots of the worst times between me and my ex in order for me not to forget and to never go back to her and it has worked i absolutely do not feel any desire to go back. The bad side is that reading those screenshots again makes me