Brianna

💕Princess💕 🦖🐙👼👼👼👼

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

I miss who I was 2 years ago. Before going through all this pain.

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

Why won’t doctor listen and help me. I don’t understand. I just want a baby.

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

For my babies 👼👼👼👼

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

Another chemical pregnancy. This sucks. Why can’t my body just hold on.

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

TW: Miscarriage
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We had another one. Just found out about baby December 30th faint positive. Started bleeding 31st night. Bled for 6 days.

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

Mentally I’m not good. I don’t feel like myself. I don’t feel comfortable in my own body right now. I’ve disassociated with my feelings. Crying feels right but I’ve cried so much these past few months.

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

I know I did nothing wrong and it wasn’t my fault. I can’t but feel blame on my body and feel like something has to be wrong. Why can’t a keep my babies. Why can’t my body protect my babies.

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

Surgery went will. Didn’t cry this time. Knowing my baby was already gone 2 weeks prior and what was left needed to come out maybe helped. My emotions feel shut down. I don’t know what I’m feeling.

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

Losing a baby was my worst fear. Now losing two I feel like I have lost myself. I don’t feel okay. I’m broken

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

TW: Miscarriage
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July 17th ~ Found out I was pregnant again
July 24th ~ Hospital for spotting. Subchorionic Hematoma. Baby was good. Measuring ahead.
July 31st ~ Miscarriage
August 16th ~ D and C

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

Pregnancy after a loss is ruff.
The positive test fear but hope it sticks.
To question every symptom that you are or not feeling EVERY DAY.
To constantly checking after you wipe.
Getting multiple blood tests done to make sure levels are raising.
The constant anxiety/ stress.

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

To the happiest time of our lives to the worst. Baby was so loved and hoped for. We are healing and grieving. No one tells you the pain of losing a baby is losing yourself

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

TW: Miscarriage
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March 13th ~ Found out I was pregnant.
April 11th ~ First doctors appointment. Saw baby 8 Weeks 1 Day. Measuring on time, saw heartbeat.
May 9th ~ 12 week appointment. Found out baby’s heart stopped at 8 weeks 6 days.
May 12th ~ D&C surgery

[LukeyLux // Customs Open 🍉 @lukeylux]

Some more work during class ✨
A little Tia ring in sterling silver, set with a Green Sapphire and white CZ accents 💚💎

[Miss H📚 @hxllyhask]

In essays I repeat the same words so I made a list of words/phrases to use in my essays/writing. It really helps me & by sharing it I might help someone else too😊

[MB🌿 @mbelz_x]

Having no friends kinda sucks sometimes cause who tf do I invite my engagement party, bridal shower & wedding? Lol

[🐝🐉meindiva🎶🎭💙 @meindiva]

The lighter penguin is an elderly female whose partner died this year. The darker one is a younger male who lost his partner two years ago. Biologists have followed them as they meet every night to comfort each other. They stand for hours together watching the lights in Melbourne

[lexie @elderemo_mama]

Ok I saw this on TikTok and bought it immediately in august. Now that it’s yucky nose weather I have to tell y’all. It’s AMAZING. It gets those sticky boogers out as well as the hard ones that the suckers can’t. It doesn’t bother penpen at allllll. It also gets ear gunk

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

@BekkahWelsh I have the Mazda CX-5 I love you. Got it used but less then 20,000 miles on it and it’s a 2016. It’s a great car!

[Brianna @brilovesu6]

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