if you wanted me to i'd carve your name in my leg or you could do it for me or i'd write your name in my blood and make a bloodwall for you what is wrong with me
there is something deeply wrong with me deep inside my bones and under my flesh no matter how many times i try to pry it out with bloodied fingers it will never go away it will always be there no matter what i do and everyone can see it
i thought i was making progress i thought i changed why am i not getting better this feels so pointless ill never be able to help anyone ill never be vulnerable with anyone again