It occurred to me as I was jamming to bootylicious by destiny’s child on the way home from work that I really need to tint the impala before there’s witnesses to my sick dance moves.
I don’t drink anymore bcuz I’m afraid I’ll lose control. Others choose to get drunk so they will lose control. I seem to be panicked over the thought of not being able to recognize and control my thoughts, while others drink to run away from them altogether. #anxiety
I got to give the sermon/speech for my family’s private memorial for my uncle yesterday. It was an honor and bitter sweet time spent with family putting him to rest. I hope I made you proud and justified your life with love. Miss and love you, Uncle Mikey. 🤍
*Thinking I’ve got it all figured out.
Cuts mammal and dairy from diet.
Finally gets over the “I can’t have that” comments without getting depressed, expects to start feeling better…*
✨HISTAMINE INTOLERANCE✨
They don’t tell you about the level of depression and anxiety that cripples you as you grow closer to obtaining your college degree. The world’s wide open, but the amount of pressure you put on yourself to do and be something great is restraining.
Get alpha gal and become depressed as you scan a million items in the store to ensure theyre safe for consumption to eliminate the risk of an allergic reaction. Realize literally everything is made with some form of mammalian by product and hate life. OR just wear tick repellent.
Dad: “One time I took someone’s lunch when I worked at the factory and tied it to the rafters above his machine. Then I walked up to the guy and said, ‘man, the price of lunch sure has went up, huh?’” 😂 I can’t. My dad, the legend.
I’m so tired of my heart making me feel like it’s going to give out at any second. If you’ve had racing heart issues since having covid, I feel for you 100%. No answers, just feel like dog shit 24/7 👎🏼