@RaevenyxVT You don't have to force yourself to talk to or be around someone before you're ready.
if you want to repair the relationship, taking small steps toward communication when you feel safe enough can help. just remember to be gentle with yourself. (3/3)
@RaevenyxVT making permanent decisions while I'm in that headspace.
sometimes I ask myself, "Am I genuinely unsafe or hurt by this person, or am I reacting to how intensely I'm feeling right now?" sometimes it's hard to tell.
I also think it's okay if it takes time. (2/?)
@TheCosmicMaw im sorry you feel this way dude. I totally get it. you get so used to being the one to hold every thing together and when you slip up suddenly its the end of the world.
im here if you need someone to vent to, dont carry it all by yourself man
birthday is next week and mom seems to be doing better. I dont wanna get my hopes up but i cant help it.
ill be bringing in 21 with her in the hospital, but its better than her being gone.
im worried that my mom wont make it to my 21st birthday. I know she is in pain and trying to hold on. It hurts so much to see her struggling.
she is too stubborn to let go. fuck cancer man.
Wip on my 2.5 design 👀
Fun fact my twitch subscribers have access to a secret wip channel in my discord, where they get to see full model wips and art wips before everyone else.
Here is the FULL ref sheet!!
I'm Celestia/Celeste, TheCosmicMaw
I'm a space punk, cosmic deity, that travels the universe and can shape shift to whatever I wanna be!
I'm not a boy, I'm not a girl, I'm both and neither, all at the same time!
Fluid gender or something like that