This..I feel so alone anymore while I’m trying to fix myself and be the best and learn from my wrongs that I’ve done and had done to me in my life. It’s hard battling myself while trying to fix myself. Sometimes I just wanna hear “I’m proud of you” but that’s wishful thinking 😞
a therapist said that sometimes being a loner is a trauma response. you’re so use to people you love not showing up for you or walking away or you may have grown up in a toxic environment. that the only one you could depend on was YOU! so you naturally feel safe when you’re alone