To my Angel,
Knew you were special from the moment I saw you.. I said angel, I feel you're closer every time I call you.
'Cause all I see are wings but I know what I am and the life I live and even though I sin.
Maybe we are born to live but I know time will tell if we're meant.
I think i've spent my whole life trying to feel safe instead of happy. Trying to protect myself from the things that could hurt me, from the people who could leave, and from the situations that could break me all over again. I've spent so much time preparing myself
for the worst that I've forgotten what it feels like to live without fear. I've learned to overthink every little thing, to keep my guard up even when there's nothing to be afraid of, and to expect things to fall apart just when they start. Somewhere along the way,
And maybe that’s what makes it all feel so strange. I don’t know if these are really signs or if I’m just learning to see things differently, but for the first time in a long time, I feel like there might be a reason behind all of this.
Signs and little signals have been happening to me lately. I’ve always been the kind of person who never really believed in these thought they were real, but somewhere along way, that skepticism faded and I found myself waiting for any sign, little hint that might mean something.
I’ve started trying to become a better person and somehow life keeps giving me the circumstances and opportunities to do exactly that. I keep finding myself surrounded by people who are going through their own struggles.. I get the chance to leave a good memory in their lives.