i don’t have the energy to be a giver anymore. i need someone to show up for me this time. don’t wanna beg for love and attention anymore. don’t wanna give love to someone who can’t give it back. it’s my turn to feel wanted and loved. i’m tired.
i thought i was getting better, i honestly did. but sometimes i just lay in bed at 3am trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me &’ why i’m never enough.
I know when I'm being lied to, or somebody is hiding something from me. I feel that shit in my soul. So be honest with me, idc if you hurt my feelings...just be HONEST