I move so different now.. I seen too many people switch up or only get close to see how they can benefit from what I got going on. It’s weird out here that’s why I be staying to myself for the most part. It’s peaceful being out the way.
The older I get the less I fuck around. I’m not fake kickin it, don’t wana be in people faces & don’t want them in mine. I don’t care to be seen & I protect my peace that way. Everybody so weird & mixxy & I’m not with it.
Nothing ruins a relationship faster than watching your partner show up for everyone else in ways they never show up for you. It proves they have the capacity but not the desire to do it for you.
Stuck between
“I want to talk one last time to understand why you did that”
and
“I don’t want anything from you anymore. Your actions already explained everything.”
It's unfair, right? They push you to your limits, provoke you until you're hurt and angry, and the moment you finally react, they act like you're the problem. Suddenly, you're the toxic one. You're the overreacting one. But when they do something wrong, it's always excused. You're not allowed to feel. You're not allowed to be upset. Your emotions are constantly invalidated. And somehow, you're always left questioning yourself as if feeling deeply is a crime.
@celestiaewhore It’s scary how fast some people switch up. Like the love leaves and suddenly so does the basic respect… and that tells you it was never real love, it was convenience.
Imagine thinking you're in a happy relationship with someone then they wake up one day & decide to break up with you😔, or maybe they didn't wake up that day and decide right there and then, maybe they've been thinking about this for a long time, they've dealt with their emotions, they've learnt to live without you, they can see their life without you in it!
Then there's you, you didn't get a chance to deal with anything, now you're left, you aren't stable emotionally , you're not okay, but you're supposed to accept the break up because you're not wanted anymore and there's nothing you can do about it! 💔😭