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⋆ EDtwt ⋆ ENG/日本語
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[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

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✨️UPDATED THREAD✨️

🍁DNF IF:🍁
🍂 Not on EDtwt
🍂 -18
🍂 Unfriendly
🍂Pro-life / racist / homophobic / etc
🍂 Anti-recovery

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

@benniewormble I noticed this recently, I've gotten to the point in my studies where I don't need subtitles unless I just want to watch something lazily/without thinking too hard & the subtitles are always translated odd on Netflix

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

Um ok im uninstalling character ai

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

@clmntnz WHY IS IT ALWAYS 3

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

Actually dont tell ur irls
I confessed I felt fat after forced recovery and gaining weight and this is what I gettttt

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

Gained again gonna kms

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

@WRlTH3 (Sorry I have never had FroYo so I cant offer advice on that lol)

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

@WRlTH3 W moistcr1t watcher

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

I broke this last night, I cant cope, I hate my body and everything so much I just dont know what to do, I feel like im at the end of my rope

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

@WRlTH3 @strngrinthenght It does change your BMR & stuff thou, some BMI calculators show those details ^^ (not disagreeing)

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

Ive had so many breakdowns, I literally need to stop gaining weight idek how much I weigh but I feel so fat I cancelled all my hospital appointments and my ed appointment so much because I dont want to go and be a failure

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

"Wahh I gained weight waaah" no no no I JUST RESET and now I get to any% speedrun weight loss

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

Dude I ate so much on holiday
Im going to eat breakfast, then fast starts from there 🫩 when I get home, im locking in as fuck

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

@kikiflower27 Strawberry dreams!

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

But then wtf is this like
Its so painful too

I mean I know its most likely gastroparesis + period JUST finished + constipation but 🥀 im gonna try to walk and see if it helps?

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

Like in some regards I havent gained THAT much weight considering i have kind of been eating what I want this week + the week before I was b/p kind of (mostly b/cry icl)

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

Watching my thigh gap disappear while on holiday is like watching myself wake up from a banging dream

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

@thinnyher1 @ningsellesgffr 43kgs is like bmi 19 for me 🥀

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

@perfectpolar Ive found fibre and water can help but I just suffer tbh :(

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

@perfectpolar Btw its super common in Ana sufferers!
If stomach muscles arent used regularly, your intestines and stomach can slow down on digesting food a LOT which causes extreme bloating and pressure, constipation, etc

[ubi 🍇 @btecrecovery]

@perfectpolar Im going through this rn
Gastroparesis