the fact that at 24 he wrote “all i need is me; but why do i feel lonely? i feel so lonely when i’m with me”, the painful gap between your ideal, self-reliant self vs the inadequacy that comes with wanting to lean on others, and, as a true poet, he’s still looking for the answer
i’ve been an army for 8 years and yet seeing them live again made them turn into a very intense hyperfixation that i didn’t think i still had in me when it comes to them 😭 genuinely was there crack in these stadiums or what is going on
being a namjoon bias is so hard, every day i’m reminded that an intellectual, smart, honest & feeling man is out there in this world and i’m stuck with men who have the emotional intelligence of a rock