It has been a while since I got a call from a friend, or a text asking about how am I doing, but at the same time, my loneliness kept me focused and alive! It might be hard and tragic sometimes, but for me, now, I do enjoy it โค๏ธ
Iโm lost more then ever, depressed more than ever, lonely more than ever, tired, exhausted, hating myself and everything around me โฆ but I believe and Iโm sure that all of that is going to change sooner than ever!
You are trapped in a black F room, you see a shadow of a light! You run towards it, you believe itโs your way out, when you reach it? Itโs just a F shadow.
Itโs hard, itโs so hard, so difficult, so painful, so tiring, so miserable, so messed up, when you want to talk to someone, but there is no one !!!
The idea of becoming 1 year older gets more terrifying every year, this year, I will be 1 year older and still I have no life, no friends, no job โฆ and stuck in the darkness. Ironic โฆ