I just wanna talk about how my last job killed my spirits. Constantly being belittled and treated as though nothing I could ever do would be good enough really ruined me mentally. I have never second guessed myself more, and I feel like I have lost my gusto and my sparkle.
This new job has me so financially stressed. I keep playing the back and forth of trying to keep my account out of the negative until a pay check. I want to cry all the time 🥲
It does make me feel bad when people try/care for me, and I can't accept it. I don't want you to think your efforts aren't appreciated because they really are. I'm just very damaged. I'm sorry.