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🩷f**k it i luv u### this is my journal kinda

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me be like🎀🧸

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why do I always find my way back. Why am I never satisfied with myself. I can never be happy. Why does my body always dictate how I feel? How does this stop. Why am I so obsessed with my body.

[ari ꕤ @strvedfqwn]

seeing someone non-disordered eat less than you

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(2/2)

(it's moments like this when I cry and grieve about how I eat that it motivates me to starve and workout.)

(I'm going to do a liquid and fruits diet starting today until Friday.)

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<3 food logs
to help me not binge <3

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5/4/25

Lumpia my bf's mom made for me, watermelon, grande iced cherry chai, some mini cookies my bf's sister made, and some nacho fries

(I cried to my bf about eating this much. He knows how I am with my ED, so he just tries to comfort me.)

(1/2)

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cals don't matter with my bf. I just try not to eat too much cause I know I'll be depressed later

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I will omad a big bag of hot Cheeto puffs

[Remember @stay_m0t1vat3d]

Junk food is a punishment for your body, not a reward

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also I hate having my period back, it's so annoying

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I blame my bf he makes me so happy. but when I'm alone all my feelings come back

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I'm gonna start logging what I eat/drink because I need to be held accountable

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I fkn hate myself ill always hate myself

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it doesn't matter if I recover and I'm finally happy w myself. I'll always end up back here

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liquid diet for four days because I gained 😀