a girl on tiktok said โhealing is so hard because it is a constant battle between your inner child who is scared and just wants safety.... your inner teenager who is angry and just wants justice.... and your current self-who is tired and just wants peace." and it hits me hard.
the worst thing about losing my cat is that i cant replace him. he wasn't a cat he was a little guy that was a person.. 'are you gonna get another cat' BUT HE WASNT SOME RANDOM CAT HE WAS MY BEST FRIENDโค๏ธ