Buddhism is the practice of Buddha’s teachings, also called ‘Dharma’, which means ‘protection’. By practicing Buddha’s teachings, living beings are permanently protected from suffering.
We can't force things to happen on our ideal timeline. Sometimes we just have to embrace uncertainty, have patience, and trust that if we keep moving forward, we'll eventually find what's right for us.
Loving someone harder to make them love you is usually a trauma response. Loving yourself harder to attract those who love themselves is a healing response.
It's natural to feel angry when someone or something hurts you, but eventually you have to let it go, before it destroys your peace of mind and your health.