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using twitter as my own personal diary

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a little part of me still believes that, the pain will meet its end and that i'll eventually remember how it feels, to be truly happy again🧚🏻‍♀️✨

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@IndiHome kak cek dm pls

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cek dm dong min @IndiHomeCare

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i hate the fact that i love him so, so much, even after everything he’s done. after all the pain, all the disappointment, and everything that broke me, somehow a part of me still loves him with all my heart.

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i’m the one who has to carry all this pain, so why is it always so easy for the people who caused it to just let everything go? how can they hurt you, break you, and then walk away like nothing ever happened, while you’re the one left picking up all the pieces?

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how about all the plans we made? the wedding we dreamed about together, the future we talked about, all the things we were supposed to experience together. how could you let go of me that easily?

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sedih banget sampe lupa rasanaya dibujuk pas lagi marah, atau ditahan pas mau pergi. karna selama 9tahun, gua gapernah ngerasain gimana rasanay dibujuk

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janga jahat2 dong ke gua, gua gabisa makan kalo lagi stresss;(( muntah2 gini

[eiqa🍓 @atiqah_camelia]

“Setiap kali aku teringat hal itu, aku
merasakan sakitnya lagi, ternyata lukaku
belum pulih sepenuhnya, aku hanya
berusaha mengabaikan hal itu.”

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gabisa tidur, deg2an dan gemeteran sebadan2 wkwkwk

[eiqa🍓 @atiqah_camelia]

“sejak kejadian itu aku
sudah tidak percaya lagi
bahwa aku benar-benar
dicintai.“

[deazyed @deazyed_]

dulu takut ditinggal, sekarang lebih takut kehilangan diri sendiri cuma gara-gara mempertahankan seseorang.

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gua kurang apa sampe diginiin? crying myself to sleep questioning my worth padahal buka gua yang kurang. tapi dia yang gabersyukur punya gua

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gua tuh bisa bales kalo gua mau kaya dulu, tapi deep down inside gua tuh gamau ngelakuin hal kaya gitu because my love for him was pure.

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life got heavy again, so i let myself crying to sleep questioning my worth

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kadang kalo abis di sakitin kaya gini, gua ga marah tapi malah jadi sedih mikir kaya emang gua pantes ya digiin?? twrus jadi nyalahin diri sendiri karena ngerasa kecil

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sebenernya mau nonton konser bgt karna udah lama bgt ga nonton konser, tapi aku trauma;((