terus sekarang aku juga susah tidur awaktu malam hari, rasanya kayak takut buat tutup mata, takut buat menghadapi hari esok. padahal aku tau kalau hari esok gak akan terjadi apa-apa dan semuanya akan beraktifitas seperti biasa. aku sekarang kalau malam cuma bisa tidur 1-2 jam aja
Suicidal due to depression. Your soul is being tortured, but you have to keep a smile on your face to satisfy the masses. Your eyes want to cry, but you must keep them dry for you to survive. Your heart wants to stop, but you try to keep it beating because you don’t want to die.