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^^ not my actual or preferred name , picked random bs

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#shtwt #shedtwt

looking 4 oomfs .. I like a lot of things . 18yo boy . occasional cut post i suppose

not new at all been on and off accounts since 12 .

more sh than ed . recovered from that tho , so idc if edtwt interacts

IFB 🔄❤️ appreciated!!

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@scarboyashah not as far as I know since I havent been screened 4 it though I do show a few signs 💭 I think being unable to name my emotions is mainly bc I dont really. express them/say them out loud too often

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mood swings are crazy cause I usut wanted to end it 5 minutes ago and now im scrolling reels

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do i try beans again tonight.... I don't really cvt for depth but I just wanna see if I still have it in me cause its been a while LOL

maybe ill just go deeper styros hm

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@scarboyashah I struggle naming my feelings (my therapist is tired) so i dont even know

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nobody actuslly cares they jsut dont want me tk end it or else it'll be on their conscience or whatver this fucking sucks

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what is the point anymore

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@elonshldkhs + if it hurts more than usual, this is probably also why

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@elonshldkhs your blade is dull !

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@estintant https://t.co/4CpIHtoH9A

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- Why antiseptic cream? Why not antibiotic?
• Antibiotics are to treat infections already there ! antiseptic cream just keeps the surface and wound to keep it disinfected . -

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detailed nerd rambles about my aftercare routine , as someone who's deathly afraid of infection and has never gotten one 🪲🌱

4 shrtwt lovelies , censored wording so I dont get sniped and dont have to repost

🔄❤️ appreciated !!

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@rickyslits I absolutely refuse to cut somewhere dangerous or increase chance of infection bc that would be a humiliating and EXPENSIVE hospital visit 😭😭 you can only drag me there if im about to end it / tried or something

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@rickyslits I feel u we are going thru this together I woke up to an ER bill that was supposed to be free that I am fighting literally everyone to dispute .. im sure you've done it but just in case ,, get it itemized ASAP

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- anywhere with major arteries and veins or where the skin is thin (Inner thigh, inner arm, near your groin, inner elbow - just to name a few, but i suggest looking at a diagram)

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- No-No places are anywhere near joints (wounds reopen quite easily and healing takes longer so higher infection risk, also just annoying) , anywhere that moves a lot daily (same reasons) , anywhere you can feel your bones quite easily without pressing (self explanatory) , -

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- I cant even lie , I usually use plain Vaseline (It's usually reccomended to use just plain Vaseline anyway) - I use antiseptics when a wound is deeper and I'm paranoid as it's higher risk ! No , it doesn't burn , it's not the same as alcohol or other disinfectants.

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- Why antiseptic cream? Why not antibiotic?
• Antibiotics are to treat infections already there ! antiseptic cream just keeps the surface and wound to keep it disinfected . -