𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸

21 y/o autistic stonerexic mermaid | MINORS DNF | 17 cBMI UGW 90 | backup @bugwithasecret

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

#edtwt intro!!! looking for mooties !
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝
𓇼 not new just redid my intro
𓆉 DNF under 18
𓆟 GW 120lbs SW 157
𓇼 i have autism spectrum disorder and OCD
𓆉 21 y/o stonerexic mermaid IRL
𓆟 semi interactive i do my best!
𓇼 DNI basics and under 16
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

there’s seriously nobody who treats eds that takes insurance here genuinely what am i supposed to do in this situation

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

she answered and told me exactly what i feared.

she doesn’t accept insurance and charges hundreds of dollars.

she also said there are NO ed specialists within several hours of me that accept insurance.

what am i even supposed to do

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

>be me

>begrudgingly decide to heed therapist advice

>decide to call ed specialist

>le procrastinate

> *two weeks later*

> finally call

> she don’t answer

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

>be me

>begrudgingly decide to heed therapist advice

>decide to call ed specialist

>le procrastinate

> *two weeks later*

> finally call

> she don’t answer

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

@BagOfRaccoons the noticing meme with this emoji 👀

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

one of my ocd fears is being racist without knowing it so i like to educate myself on racist and antisemitic dog whistles. it’s actually scary how many common “jokes” are from dog whistles

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

@basedrexic @digital_cherub life will always be miserable in one way or another unless you change your negative thinking patterns and lifestyle choices. it’s so hard to change :(

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

@bunnneli if it makes you feel any better i had a square shaved into the back of my head once it grows so quick thankfully

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

@bunnneli oh my god bro i’m so sorry

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

@hom0emo_ kfc blood transfusion

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

@skinnyoverload lowkey need to body check in this

[✭𝙼𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚢✭ @mattysnowpuff]

YES I'm disordered
NO i haven't watched To the Bone
NO i haven't watched Skins
NO i haven't watched Thin
NO i haven't watched Sharing the Secret
NO i don't like K-POP
NO i don't fw fatspo
NO i don't get 10k steps a day

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

wait i lowkey need to recover 😀i forgot about that

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

@ghostedpixie hundreds of thousands of what

[Fernie 🌿 @orthokibble]

yessss keep em coming 🎧🩷

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

@orthokibble @lilyflowerbeds you’re so right i e been binge watching them

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

i want to start from scratch

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

no one loves me i hate everyone i want to fall from a bridge

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

i only don’t end my life because of how much of a burden that would be.

i’d rather be in heaven sometimes

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

i have so much hate for myself

[𝒷𝓊𝑔 🪲🪸 @bugwithablog]

i miss marsha p johnson like a motherfucker

[nanabanana @nazlikesjazz]

my favorite picture of her she looks so cute and happy also shes was a snoopy girl and that’s beautiful