*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒

17 - #edtwt 170cm ugw 45

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

i reached my goal weight?? wth. i just went on the scale for the first time in a while and i weigh 55kg. i havent even been starving myself ive just been eating chicken nuggets..

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

im gonna kms i moved to my grandparents house and i can barely weight myself anymore as often cause the scale is in my grandma’s room 💔💔 i have no idea how much i weigh now

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

hear me out all non-canadian #the100 fans with prime video‼️use @windscribecom vpn with the canadian server to keep watching the 100 😜

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

changed my name from mayrexic to bul1maya (get it bulimia bulimaya 😹) cause who am i tricking my ana has turned into mia 😓

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

im being sent to an ed ward in fall what the hell i’m not even skinny

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

im in the ed clinic rn everyone is so much skinnier than me im gonna kill myself

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

@razredgerequiem aika jännä kyl 😟 oon itekki tos bmi laihtunu silti jossai 5pv 3kg 😰 tai sit sul saattaa olla vaa tosi faulty puntari

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

@razredgerequiem miten ihmeessä.. ootko varma ettet tyylii syö unissas tai jotain…😭 tai sit oot tosi alhases bmi jo et ei oo mitään menetettävää? tai jos et muuten nuku ollenkaan yöl/nukut vähemmän ku 5h nii paino ei putoo hirveesti ku vaa ehk joku 0-200g

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

nvm i restarted my fast lets go ✊🏻✊🏻✊🏻

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

nevermind i cant stop eating i might consider recovery

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

next time i’ll eat will be in june 😪

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

i had to broke my 120h fast because i felt like i was gonna die 💔💔 the best ana wouldnt stop from something like that 😔

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

im down like +7kg since march why can’t i see any difference

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

@n0th1ngh4ppenss im the best ana /j

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

do you guys think i’ll die if i keep this up

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

@purelilyheart i need to lose before summer 😔

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

started a 2 week fast yesterday i need to starve myself as much as possible before they send me to the clinic in june 💔

[*.✧ maya ✧.* 🍒 @bul1maya]

@poppyformal @rbyshlv for me it was also difficult to break the fast but because i didn’t want to break it at all i had lost my entire appetite and my parents forced food down my throat and threatened me with feeding tubes😭😭 i could’ve gone longer 💔