☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️

Here we go again
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[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

@strawberrydiive On and off since 2018

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

@raynwynights My first relationship when I was 11?ish was with someone who was a fetishist of it (among other things) terrible situation but my family was also very critical of looks/weight growing up, so I think it was inevitable for me.

[naya tofu @nayatofu]

omg

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

@crinkle_tin Real I only leave my house for work I don’t think I’ve actually had a friend in years besides one girl I see every few months who doesn’t really like me😭

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

I feel so painfully alone.. anyways I didnt b/p today

[dia @intellectualspo]

You met me at a very fat time in my life

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

My work brought us a ton of snacks today and I binged on my break 😬

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

My stomach Hurts

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

The sushi I ate came out cooked 😦

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

Idk what is going on but like my chest and stomach feel off since purging yesterday

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

It’s my sisters graduation today

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

Trying to purge but the gummies are half melted and choking me Im gonna Kms😭

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

You guys don’t even want to know about how much candy I ate I feel sixk

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

@annahrexic 3. It has nothing to do with people finding me attractive, or maybe it’s not the only/main thing? I think I want to feel protected and that my pain can’t be ignored anymore.

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

@annahrexic 1. My mother would constantly make fun of peoples weight in front of me, my dad talked and still does make comments about nutrition and my health “I.e I looked better at 80 lbs” and with my first relationship they were a Ana fetishist (I was 12)

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

@annahrexic 2. I feel like less judgment around looks and if people treated me better in life. I just wish people could see how tortured I am and understand me.

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

@rottingfruits Omg I hope everything goes well
:(

[☕️ ⋆ 🐻 𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒 🐻 ⋆ ☕️ @Bumblebealoved]

How do normal people cope with things