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🩰 but are you 채령 skinny? ∗ ˖࣪ ໒꒱ ˚₊· | cw: 177.5 , gw: 160 lbs , ugw: 140lbs | eng/span , sh🪽 | ˚ ༘♡

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

idk why i chose to start my fast on a day where i have work but day 1 is always the hardest so i'm just gonna keep going after day 1 and see how long i last idk i just want this weight off

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

idk how much i weigh cause i don't have a scale at school but i don't feel any worse

[𝜗𝜚 Violet @tinypinkrose]

how it feels when a skinner person compliments you

[ً @viveespo]

you have to decenter food from your life

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

my family member hugged me and asked when i became so skinny i didn't even realize my fat could be felt in a hug and i've only lost 11 pounds...

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

i've been the same weight for days now so i'm going to up my cardio from 30 minutes to an hour because i'm irritated

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

i haven't done such a heavy restrictive diet in so long and feel so sluggish but i've been in the house for almost 2 days straight so i plan on taking a little evening walk before bed

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

august 9th:
didn't work out and i broke my fast with 380 cals
weigh in: 177.5lbs

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

rules ₊ ֗  𓈃 ⌒₊
lose 17 pounds by the end of august
work out 3 times a week
eat under 1k cals daily

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

i need to lose 17 more pounds and i'll be back my lw its genuinely haunting me how close it is yet how far

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

@sativassweetie what app is this ?

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

looking at pics of myself when i was at my lw like its a dead relative

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

broke my 1 day fast with 380 cals :3 it was a short fast but i feel good since i lost 2 pounds today just from 24hrs so i plan on working out tomorrow to combat this :p

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

i'm fully convinced that i'll never have a thigh gap until i reach my ugw because i've been my current gw before and i didn't have one so i don't think i'll ever get one till then...

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

weighed myself and i think i actually weigh the same after a full week of eating at my bfs so that's good :p

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

family is gonna be gone for a whole week and i get the house to myself so i might just fast that entire time...

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

staying at my bfs for a week so i have no scale i'm praying that i stay in the 170s even it its just 179 since i'll be doing some workouts while i'm here

[𓆩♡𓆪 | -12/29lbs @bunnilacedbow]

its embarrassing but i'm really glad to be in the 170s even if its 179 i haven't seen that number in 3 years