lea - ˕ •マ | edtwt

online diary ||| ednos + vent | height: 170 cm | sw: 77kg | cw: 74kg | ugw: 58kg

[lea - ˕ •マ | edtwt @bunnleas]

✶⋆.˚ #edtwt intro
— lea & she/they
— 23 (minors dni)
— cw: 74kg (164lbs)
— gw: 59kg (130 lbs)
— not new
— games, anime, and kpop enjoyer
— ifb edtwt users ! lets be moots :-)

[lea - ˕ •マ | edtwt @bunnleas]

right as i was getting better 😀

[V. @toriiii_xoxx]

I'm not desperate enough (in terms of locking in).

[nova @comfypill]

how it feels to always be the person who reaches out first

[bagel 🤍 @bageloverwatch]

never kill yourself

[Sage @Q3Mar]

I’m lowkey jealous of ppl who were never fat and grew up on a healthy diet. Like wdym you’ve never been conflicted w food at all??

[— 🪡🥛 @jellyousbmi]

edtwt absolutely deserves to exist. it isn't the type of disorder you can just openly rant about to other people. it's so lonely, and no you cannot say “omg, i'm so hungry” because you can't explain to the non-disordered that you're on some 800 cal or lower diet .

[lea - ˕ •マ | edtwt @bunnleas]

@r0ttingblossom who are ur biases :0

[lea - ˕ •マ | edtwt @bunnleas]

@sxrxphime UY PILIPINSSS 🗣️🇵🇭

[nova @comfypill]

watching people my age have fun

[lea - ˕ •マ | edtwt @bunnleas]

@cluberstrv

[michelle 🌺 @sprklcals]

having an eating disorder but no one can even tell because i’m painfully average

[lea - ˕ •マ | edtwt @bunnleas]

@sxrxphime im ngl this was me and then i saw a pic of me from the back….. 😔

[lea - ˕ •マ | edtwt @bunnleas]

@Ioonathecals hii !

[riri 𝜗𝜚 is seeing bts @kookiemaniaa]

hate when i’m starving myself and being miserable only to still be fat at the end of the day