i don't smoke except for when i'm missing you, to remember your mouth,how it tasted true / and i don't smoke except for after i've held you, baby, being with you makes the flame burn good.
at least we get to do whatever we want, huh?
( fighting the urge to yawn. being up at this hour - not an everyday thing for joron. )
hm.
( a flicker of curiosity. )
is this a recent thing or -- ?
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i seriously need to stop being fully awake at night and asleep all day because why am i sat here like “ where is everyone ? “ they’re normal and actually asleep , joshua . that’s where they are .
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a little out of sorts.
( teeth graze lightly along his lower lip. there’s more that he wants to say, but he doesn’t. )
it’ll pass.
( a flicker of a smile, expression still slightly distracted. )
tell me about you, yeah?
mmm. yeah, karma's being a b*tch then.
( a slight head tilt. )
what about a drink? would that help?
( ever the stubborn one. just push him away if need be, aaron. )
ah. yeah.
( his brows furrow slightly, as if he wants to elaborate. )
it feels weird. like. . . a pulling. it’s. . . almost. . .
( mumbling his next words. )
dark eyes glance up, newfound curiosity lingering in his gaze.
he’s surprised - the fact that she had stayed, even after how short he had sounded. not exactly the best impression to give off.
“yeah?” his voice is softer. an attempt at controlling it. “what are you thinking?”
silence taken over her at the noticing of his tone . her eyes moving from looking at him to looking down at the menu , her cheeks red as she then placed her menu .
" i've decided -."