𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ

𓆩ᖭི༏ the gamzee ༏ᖫྀ𓆪 shed twt ⋆˚꩜｡⋆ cw: 68kg | gw: 60kg | ugw: 45kg | lw: 70kg | hw: 89kg ⋆𖦹⋆ˎˊ˗ xe/xem | posts sh |

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

i’m trying so hard not to relapse for my girlfriends birthday party but jve never felt more alone right nkw

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

someone randomly
gimme like $50 so i can get a big aliexpress order 🤤🤤

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

i was getting better, what’s happening

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

i’m getting so much fatter again. how did i let myself go

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

it’s 7:40 and i’m already bawling my fucking eyes out over some stupid shit.

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

i’ve been throwing up in my mouth a lot recently, just randomly. i know
it’s so gross

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

what the fuck is wrong with me.

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

why am i ticcing so bad right now?

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

i’m so hungry, i didn’t eat at all yesterday, and today, god maybe i need it honestly

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

i feel like i keep messing up in this relationship in ways i don’t even realise.

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

holy crying at the bus stop, it’s 9:30 in the morning, get over yourself. crying over me doing something wrong

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

she’s been so good to me then i ruin it? i’m waiting for her to break up with me. i’m trying so hard to be good for her

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

i had another episode last night. they pinned me down. sliced at me. attacked me, pushed me off my bed. i was so scared.

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

i died in my dream? that was amazing.

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

i finally ate a meal from my family. and it was moldy. i fuckign told everyone they were trying to poison me.

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

i’m so scared to go home.

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

i have had this fucking migraine for days and it’s driving me insane.

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

my life was never bad. i’ve always just been dramatic.

[𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒛𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @burnprideparade]

the people i care about most will never understand that and never see me the same way.