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tw : sh X78 — my sh archive telegram ⬇️

[ori shtwt @burntori]

my self-harm archive in telegram:

(almost all cuts and in chronological order)

https://t.co/nkgNZ4g0u6

[ori shtwt @burntori]

it’s hard to believe it’s been 6 months since this. time flies when you don’t think too much about it 🤷🏻

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@ochooooo64 also sometimes they have asked me in the triage or while suturing what I used to cut because they want to know if it was a new ”clean” blade or older like rusted one. I’ve just replied ”unused razor blade” (no need to lie here lol)

[ori shtwt @burntori]

these three tonight. did not feel enough but still went to the ER since i couldn’t really close them myself

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@ochooooo64 and said that I’m not suicidal (if you are they are going to ”lock you up” or at least make you talk to some kind of psychiatrist nurse) obviously you shouldn’t lie but just know that, but that’s how it is in my country at least 2/2

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@ochooooo64 sorry I just saw this, I hope u r okay? I usually just say (I live in Finland so in Finnish) that I need sutures because I’ve cut myself. usually they ask where and how deep and long the cut is, sometimes I have just shown the picture. 1/2

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@stratterahttrr @ochooooo64 1. this was 6 months ago
2. honestly it was weird but nothing new in twt 😬
3. i did a bit though lol but you’re forgiven

[Libriscent @libriscent]

I could never call it
"we ended on good terms"
because it wasn't really a conversation.
It felt more like something was decided, then handed to me to accept. There was no meeting halfway, no space to speak just your terms, and me left to deal with the ending on my own.

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@GH0STH0LDING i used to be an arm cutter but now i’m in a job field where i have to wear scrubs with short sleeved shirt 🫩

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@VoDkAlover_420 @wonderlandix @cliffioni @damnedgreysoul no, i generally don’t want to gatekeep but the less people know about it, the better. i’ve been there for over 5y and it doesn’t need teens from x to comment praises and share the photos onward since many ppl post there because they want to keep in withing sh community

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@VoDkAlover_420 @damnedgreysoul there is a website/forum for self harm only but you need to be verified to see the photos (which i find good)

[ori shtwt @burntori]

4 week old, almost scarred

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@Mothmansballz @Fart1350083 @liliahh__ ei ku mä oon oikeesti henkee ja vereen näppäimistösoturi et rakastan tuhlata tommosten aikaa

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@Fart1350083 @Mothmansballz @liliahh__ tää nyt sekos kokonaa 🙏🏻

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@Fart1350083 @Mothmansballz @liliahh__ try not to think about me too much 🥰

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@Fart1350083 @Mothmansballz @liliahh__ couldn’t come up with anything smart on ur own? 😬 it’s ok 🫶🏻 anyway i hope you get help too since you’re so interested about healthcare!

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@Fart1350083 @Mothmansballz @liliahh__ selfharm doesn’t necessarily mean someone wants to die. also your whole page is about ragebaiting, happy 13th birthday or something?

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@Fart1350083 @Mothmansballz do u genuinely think it would have been better not to seek help? bro have some decency

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@Mothmansballz joo oot oikees kyl. ja onpa taas idiootti kommentti 🙄 ja iha yhtä paljo niil lääkäreil ja hoitsuil on töitä oli sit siel itsetuhosii tai ketä vaa 😭 sitä paitsi kyllä noista ea keikoista saa maksaa itekki oman osansa…🫩

[ori shtwt @burntori]

@Mothmansballz joo lol…ja toi viiltelyn/arpien yms kehuminen on nii outoo vaikka ymmärrän kyl sen et sen takii kans postailee mut sillee sillo ku normi mielel lukee näit nii :DD ja joo porukka vitu kaksnaamasii tääl lmao