maksud aku tu, hal yang serupa, kenapa di perlakukan beda banget, cuman karna beda orientasi?? padahal mau hetero atau bukan harusnya cukup di tegur aja
Guys...
tanggal 25.
Hari gajian.
Dan entah kenapa rasanya berat banget.
Notifikasi masuk. Rp3.200.000.
Seneng 3 menit.
Menit ke-4 kos 1,2 juta.
Menit ke-5 transfer ke Mama 500 ribu.
Menit ke-7 WiFi listrik cicilan.
Menit ke-10 beras minyak sabun makanan kucing.
Sisa 300 ribu.
Buat 30 hari.
Sehari 10 ribu.
Dan itu semua selesai sebelum jam 10 pagi.
Gaji datang ngasih harapan, pulang ninggalin tagihan sama Indomie.
Yang bikin makin sesak adalah malamnya. Jam 2 dini hari, kipas angin nyala tapi yang muter malah otak. Gimana kalau sakit.
Gimana kalau motor rusak.
Kos bulan depan naik ga ya. Temen ngajak nongkrong bilang ga ada duit dikira ga solider.
Umur 27 tabungan masih nol sementara FYP isinya orang umur 22 udah punya 100 juta pertama.
Banting HP ke kasur.
Di kos sendirian.
Yang nemeni cuma kucing sebelah yang ngeong minta makan.
Dikasih wet food 5 ribu.
Kucingnya kenyang tidur pules.
Dia sendiri laper tapi ga berani pesen GoFood karena 10 ribu itu jatah makan besok.
Dan waktu Mama nelpon nanya uangnya cukup apa nggak...
"Cukup Ma."
Jawab cepet.
Sambil ngitung dalam kepala nasi sama garam aja cukup ga buat besok.
Bohong "cukup" ke Mama itu menetap.
Setiap bulan.
Dan overthinkingnya juga ikut menetap.
Guys capeknya hidup kaya gini bukan di kantor.
Tapi di tanggal 26 sampai tanggal 24 bulan berikutnya. Pas harus senyum padahal rekening tinggal doa.
Tapi dia masih bangun besok.
Masih kerja lagi.
Masih nyisihin 5 ribu buat kucing sebelah.
Buat siapapun yang relate sama cerita ini, kalian ga gagal.
Kalian udah luar biasa bisa sejauh ini dengan kondisi yang sekeras ini.
Besok coba lagi ya.
Satu hari sekali.
Nih ya buat lu pada yang ganti knalpot ori jadi knalpot gombreng berisik, gue cuma mau bilang
KNALPOT LU JELEK.
MOTOR LU JELEK.
SELERA LU JELEK.
KELAKUAN LU JELEK.
LU KALAU MAU BERISIK, LU PASANG TU HEADSET DI KNALPOT LU, DENGERIN DAH SAMPE KUPING LU BERDARAH. KAMPUNGGG!!!
mending berantem skrng dari pada kehidupan lo di kejer2 debt collector pdhl bukan utang lo, kpr bukan duit sejuta-2 juta yg bisa lo talangin.
lo mau ditagih sampe ke kantor lo gara2 utang orang lain? 🤮 yuck
JANGAN MAU
baru kemaren kasus, sodara kandung pinjem nama kpr, macet, akhirnya dicari2 sama bank nya ke kantor, ujung2nya, nama yg dipinjem itu resign karna ada masalah sama manajemen kantor dan malu juga, efeknya bisa ke keuangan keluarga lo dimasa depan...
guys kakak gw mau minjem nama buat ambil kpr 😭 aku udah bilang gamau tapi tetep aja kekeh... kalian ada yg pernah kaya gitu ga? jujur gw takut minjemin tapi disisi lain gw gaenak dan kasian ama dia karena gw ngerti dia bener2 butuh Tanyarl
temen gua tiba2 ketok2 kelas, sebelumnya dia izin ke toilet, waktu dibuka sama guru, katanya keran mati dan air di bak abis
posisi dia cuma pake celana pendek (daleman) dan baju putihnya udah kotor kuning2 coklat2 kena pup dia sendiri 😭😭
guys jadi temenku ada nemuin ls di krl bekasi, dan sepertinya kaka yang punya nya ketinggalan, yang ngerasa punya bisaa rep/dm aku ya guys.. soalnya pasti sedih banget mau nonton konser tapi ls nya hilang🥺🥺🙏🙏
ternyata mau se lost spark apapun gue ke kpop tetep gk mengurangi kasih sayang gue ke haechan. hari ini lagi-lagi ngerasa bangga banget bisa kenal dia selama ini, jawaban knp bisa sesayang itu krn dia emang beneran deserve. gimana dia selalu mentingin perasaan fans terdahulu☹️❤️
pas artikel keluar haechan langsung chat mark dan blg kalo semua org tau koook mark tuh udah kerja keras bgt seumur hidupnya di nct dan skrg mark bisa lanjut nikmatin hidupnya tanpa penyesalan😭😭😭 MY MAHAE😭
260404 #HAECHAN#해찬 instagram live
🐻: i think I’ve been spending my time thinking about what’s next. i have been resting, but I’ve also been taking vocal lessons, and i have been preparing for the next album comeback.. just constantly thinking about the future. because of that, i figured you might be worried, so i thought it’d be better to come and talk to you face-to-face like this. i also wanted to share some of my thoughts and feelings.
first of all, thank you so much to everyone who’s been worried about me. it's been really been over 10 years, right? if i am being exact, since i was 14… it’s been more than 13 years now. so yeah, it’s been 13 years.
during those 13 years with mark hyung, i relied on him so much. i learned so much from him.
whenever i was shaken, he held me together.
honestly, other than during concerts, i have almost never seen him cry but there were times he called me while crying. to me, he was more than just a member… he was truly like a real older brother.
in his family, he’s the youngest, and I’m the oldest in mine, but to me, he was my hyung. really. more than any other “hyung,” he felt like a real one to me. so after spending 13 years together, i depended on him a lot.
i think that’s why many of you are even more worried, because you know that too. thank you so, so much.
as soon as the article came out, i sent Mark hyung a long message. i told him: everyone knows how hard he worked while living as part of nct. all of that will surely become meaningful steps on the path he’s going to walk. and at the same time, everything he’s done in nct will also become good steps for nct's future path. so i told him to work hard in a way that he won’t regret the choice he made.
now that i am the only one doing two teams, of course i feel sad and worried too. but all the things i built up while working with him… how should i even describe it? the energy and strength I gained from being with him are still with me. so now, i have become someone who can walk forward even without him.
of course, even if he hadn’t been there from the start, i might have still made it this far…
but i don’t think that path would have been easy alone. still, because he was there, he gave me comfort, strength, and support. an all of that has built up into the strength that allows me to keep going now.
that is something ireally wanted to tell all of you, that you don’t have to worry too much.
mark hyung wasn’t my only pillar of support. i have the other members too, and i have czennies who support me. so i am not scared. i am not worried.
i don’t know yet what choices or decisions i will make in the future, but no matter what, the 10 years i have walked and the many people who’ve been by my side will continue to be with me. so i am not afraid.
and when it comes to Mark hyung’s decision… i know his personality well. i know he must have thought about it deeply. he probably went through a lot of stress and pain while making that choice.
of course, we can’t say whether that decision was right or wrong… but i do feel a bit regretful about the way it was delivered to you all.
i knew about it at the time too… but honestly, there was nothing the members could do.
it was such a helpless moment, we really couldn’t do anything except feel frustrated and cry. that part is still really frustrating.
but still, thank you all so much. and going forward… i hope you’ll continue to stay with us like you are now.
haechan is my last in kpop for sure.
maybe casual listener to some other good music.
but being a fan, constantly waiting for his new music and project, going to concert - yes haechan will be my last one in kpop🙂