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i want my legs ran over and mangled…i juswann see what that feel like fr

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i slapped him for the first time today…getting closer and closer to having him wrapped around my finger🥰

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smoking the same cigarettes his mom used to so i remind him of home

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call me Judy the way i Hopps to the next one

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who knew i’d be 26 years old cutting myself again

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my stupid dumbass stayed up all night cutting myself FUCKKKK

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i am thrilled and grateful for the existence that i have been given

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AND IM GAINING IT BACK

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NAHHHHHh WE UP GANG!!!!!!!! WE SO FUCKING UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

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i love sending him crytic messages

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im so scared that i’ll love all of him

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IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF MEN (me speaking on this ONE SINGULAR man ive developed a crush on)

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FUCK THAT MAN

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LITERALLY JOURNALING BECAUSE OF HOW MANY THOUGHTS HE’S GOT RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD

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cant sleep. typed out a long message to him. highlight. cut. paste into notes folder he’ll never see until we’ve been together for 50 years.

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im too inviting when it comes to the peace i bring myself

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i need to stop letting people know what i do during my alone time

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self sabotaging is my favorite hobby

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im finally deleting the memories of him one by one from my phone..im getting there

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i hate the scars on my body because its a reminder of all the men i let use me

but i love all the scars on my body because its a reminder of where ive come from and how much ive grown

but have i grown if i would still let those same marks be made by other men?