@enbydrift maybe, i’m just scared cause i’m in a pretty big emotion breakdown and even my wife didn’t want to deal with me and that certainly made things even worse so i’m scared of overwhelming other people
i’m in a real bad state and completely alone even trying to talk about it my depression voice is just calling me an attention seeking idiot for doing so. i’ve written and deleted a dozen tweets and i’m only sending this one because i want to tell that voice that it can fuck off
I actually super love our neighborhood pool. Our HOA is mostly just to maintain the pool and clubhouse so they’re not super crazy controlling the way some HOAs are
i’m getting off twitter for the rest of the day so i can be productive and not take out my negative emotions on inconsequential sexist idiots. if you see me on twitter before like 10pm yell at me lol